Chapter 47
Chapter 47
Seeing Wen Feiran come in, Luo Yishu continued to lower his head to eat, without even wanting to say hello.
Wen Feiran saw all this in his eyes.
For the first time, he began to care in his heart, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
This kind of discomfort is not anger like a volcanic eruption, but a kind of gurgling stream, slowly eroding his heart.This made Wen Feiran quite uncomfortable, feeling that his heart was being dug out bit by bit.
It was the first time Wen Feiran felt this way.
He felt uncomfortable, and he didn't even want to eat much.
At this time, a person suddenly appeared in front of him, and Li Wenli sat down across from him.Seeing Wen Feiran alone, Li Wenli said:
"Student Wen, don't you mind?"
Seeing Wen Feiran shaking her head, she sat down gracefully.Li Wenli looks good and looks good.Many people stared at their table, but she was neither shy nor shy, and she had improved rapidly since she was in junior high school.
Lin Jiade turned around when he saw it, and said to Luo Yishu, "Hey, look over there!"
Luo Yishu gave him a blank look, annoyed, "I saw it!"
It wasn't the first time for the two of them to sit at the same table, and the other students were no strangers to it.
But most of the time, Li Wenli was talking and Wen Feiran was listening, and after eating, they went back to their respective houses to find their mothers.After a long time, everyone knew that Li Wenli had some kind of meaning, but Wen Feiran was like a fool, not enlightened.
It was so stiff that no one else dared to chase after these two.
It seems that everyone agrees that these two are a couple.
Ling Jiade gloated and said, "Then what are you going to do?"
"What should I do?" Luo Yi didn't lift his book, knowing that it was a trap and didn't jump into it.
He had a dream in the bathtub that day, and with what Ling Jiade said, he had a rough idea of what was going on in his mind, that's why he was so entangled and depressed, and he didn't dare to get close to Wen Feiran.Since he didn't think it through himself, he just dealt with it coldly.
Anyway——Luo Yishu glanced at Wen Feiran, he was talking and laughing, so he probably didn't need to put his hot face on his cold ass.
Thinking of this, Luo Yishu wished he could break his chopsticks!
"It's you, you like your junior, but does anyone know?"
Judging by his junior, he probably doesn't know, so Ling Jiade is secretly in love.Luo Yishu's voice was not loud, but it was not low, mixed with a hint of joy after counterattack.
After hearing this, Ling Jiade scolded him, and said depressedly: "I don't know, so what!"
Luo Yishu laughed and scolded him, "You bastard!"
fuck me?Ling Jiade is on fire, when is it his turn for the young master to scold him?He was annoyed, "Then what the hell do you say!"
If he confessed directly, he wouldn't have frightened his junior!
When it was his turn, Lingard looked far less chic.
Luo Yishu suggested: "Then let's go back and think about it!"
The main reason is that he wants to learn from Ling Jiade again, so as to understand his own thoughts.Some things are inappropriate to say in the cafeteria, but the secret base in Lingard's house is quite appropriate.
The two of them were finalized like secret agents.
Just as they passed by Wen Feiran's table to empty the dishes, Wen Feiran frowned.He turned his head and looked at Lingard silently.
He didn't know if he didn't look at it, but he found that Lin Jiade was indeed tall, long-legged, unrestrained and handsome, very dazzling in the crowd, and Luo Yishu was quite suitable to mix with him.
Watching the two of them walk out of the cafeteria door.
Wen Feiran turned around and continued to eat silently with his head down.
This time he ate for a long time, so long that even Li Wenli was surprised.
In the end, she finished eating slowly, so she had no choice but to say to Wen Feiran: "Student Wen, then I'll go back first, eat slowly."
Wen Feiran nodded to her, and then stayed until the cafeteria was about to close.
......
On Friday afternoon, Luo Yishu really disappeared again.
He went home with Lingard.
After Wen Feiran washed his clay-covered hands, he returned to the dormitory and lay down on the bed.
He stared at the ceiling fan and stretched out his hands to play "Nine Links".
Nine Links is a collection of nine identical rings, with an exquisite structure, just like his inextricable emotions.
The gameplay of this ring is to untie all the rings, which requires very complicated steps.But for some reason, Wen Feiran was extremely impatient today, and then threw the ring away!
But then he reached out and slowly touched it back.
He bought this Nine Links at a stall the other day, and he planned to buy it for Luo Yishu.
When Wen Feiran first saw this, he thought it was suitable for Luo Yishu, because Luo Yishu was good at mathematics and was very suitable for playing this kind of puzzle game.
But that was before the Cold War, when Luo Yishu injured his leg.
After that, Wen Feiran couldn't send it out.
It is estimated that it will not be sent out in the future.Wen Feiran stared at the ceiling fan, wondering what was going on in his mind.
At this time, the system suddenly popped up, and said cheaply: [My friend is gone, feeling lonely? 】
[Lonely you big-headed ghost! ], Wen Feiran suddenly turned over from the bed and sat up.
Then he chatted with Xiaoling one after another.In the end, there were only the two of them left, one person and one system.
This is true in the last days, and it is the same when you wear it here.
He didn't feel very lonely, it just returned to his previous coldness.
He thought to himself, if Luo Yishu really figured it out and planned to stop being friends with him-then he could only let him live.what else?
After thinking it over, Wen Feiran began to meditate expressionlessly again.
......
It's still the room from last time, or the bookshelf from last time.After Luo Yishu arrived at Lin Jiade's house, he was in no hurry to discuss it with him first.
The last time he stood here, his whole body was shocked by the word "gay", and he even forgot to take his schoolbag and left it on him.But this time, Luo Yishu felt much calmer.
He asked Ling Jiade suspiciously, "Tell me, do friends want to kiss each other?"
He didn't feel that much before, but now he finally felt that he was a little strange.
Ling Jiade was laughed at by him foolishly, turned his head and said foolishly: "Then am I your friend?"
Luo Yishu nodded, "Barely count."
What is barely considered?Ling Jiade was too lazy to argue with him, he said:
"Then can you imagine kissing me?"
He asked a serious question, so Luo Yishu also thought about it seriously.He looked at Lingard's handsome face, and immediately felt a little nauseous!
——His stomach regurgitated, he directly clutched his heart and made a retching motion.
Heartbroken, Lingard felt hurt for the first time.
He said directly: "See, this is a normal reaction!"
Luo Yishu really vomited heavily after this meal.He couldn't imagine him kissing Lingard at all, and he had to vomit just thinking about it!
But if it was Wen Feiran, Luo Yishu not only wanted to kiss, he even wanted to do something else.
This simple and crude method directly helped him figure out his state of mind.Although the process was a bit disgusting, Luo Yishu couldn't lie to himself anymore, just like seeing the mountains through the clouds and mists.
What Wen Feiran said was right—friends really shouldn't kiss.
In fact, he didn't treat Wen Feiran as a friend at all.
When Luo Yishu finished retching, he raised his face, his face was pale and pale, and said: "Then you say, are we aliens like this?"
"..."
It turned out that he was struggling with this.
Ling Jiade thought for a while and said silently: "It doesn't count..."
True love is innocent, that's how he comforted himself.
But this matter is not very accepted in Hong Kong and Hong Kong, especially in the Mainland.Luo Yishu's heart was suddenly pressed against a heavy rock.
He thought to himself, it's better not to know, so that he can always deceive himself.
There's nothing wrong with being friends.
The atmosphere instantly fell into dead silence, mainly because Luo Yishu himself was not in a very beautiful mood.
Seeing him like this, Ling Jiade suddenly figured it out. He didn't come to his home to discuss his junior with him, but just to find a safe haven.
Lin Jiade's place is private, and it is just right to use it to reflect on his life.
Luo Yishu randomly picked a book from the bookshelf, luckily, he happened to get a book of gay literature.
Luo Yishu: "..."
Not knowing what kind of mood he was in, he opened the book and read it silently.
After reading it, until it was evening, Luo Yishu said sadly: "I'll go back first."
Seeing him in a state of despair, Ling Jiade didn't stop him either.He glanced at the book in his hand and said directly: "The book is for you."
"..."
So Luo Yishu took it home.
......
In the evening, it began to rain outside the window, and black raindrops slapped on the window.
There was a strong wind outside the window, and the windows creaked.After Luo Yishu took a shower, he collapsed on the bed, with Ling Jiade's book beside him.
After taking it home, Luo Yishu felt that it was a taboo, but he didn't dare to put it further away.
He forced himself to sleep, but couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he opened the book again at night.
The book is actually "The Confusion of Emotions" by the Austrian writer Zweig. That night Luo Yi read the book over and over again, turning it over and over again, as if possessed by a demon, feeling that his soul had been taken away.After reading it, he felt sore in his heart and simply lay down on the bed.
Then that night, Luo Yishu found out in horror that he was actually having a dream!
It was stormy outside the window, and he dreamed that he was rocking on a flat boat in the middle of a sea of leaves.He and Wen Feiran had never been so close, nor had they hugged so tightly.
He hugged Wen Feiran tightly, trying to rub him into his body.
The two kissed, and even the storm couldn't overthrow them.
Although the body is cold, the heart is hot.
Luo Yishu's heart "thumped, thumped!", and his chest resonated and began to ache. He slept extremely unsteadily, and he forced himself to wake up from the dream almost with all his strength.
He knew it was a dream.
Wen Feiran in the dream was so gentle and obedient, as if he was a different person.
Luo Yishu held down his frantically jumping forehead, and then he saw the bed sheets, the messy traces made him flustered.
He realized that he had a spring dream, and the object of the spring dream became concrete, and it turned into Wen Feiran!He grabbed the sheet and frantically rushed to the toilet, shoving the sheet into the sink.
Dreaming is normal during adolescence, but it is not normal to dream about the same sex.
Luo Yishu scrubbed the sheets desperately, he finally resigned to his fate!
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